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After waiting with expectation for my joy to return for more than a year, I had reached a point of desperation. Christmas was about a week away, and I was at the border for a Los Posadas service. While I interacted with migrants on the Mexico side of the border, who held hope and joy so strongly and as I greeted Customs and Border Patrol agents on the US side, passing along Christmas greetings, the long awaited Light of Christ broke through. The Spirit helped me see His joy was there. He also helped me see that I needed to grow deeper roots. My roots, while deep, were not deep enough. The streams of His joy were mine for the taking. I needed to keep growing despite the bleakness. It wasn’t about surviving, it was about strengthening and enduring. In our shared work of holy resistance, we carry the water just a little further up the hill toward a more proximate justice. Despite the long, exhausting journey that can feel disillusioning at times, with no guaranteed results in our lifetime, there is so much joy to be had. Planted near the waters that sustain us, our roots can deepen and grow. When the winds, cold winters, and drought come we can go deeper, knowing that we will not uproot. We will not be moved.
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